Walled up teenager

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You know until now I have walking into people's comfort zone. Consoling others, cheering them up. It's very enjoyable to see people's spirit being lifted up, to be understood. But, its mentally exhausting too, for a while , I mean the frustration from that person doesn't really go away, it gets transferred to me. But it affects me lesser.

However nobody has tried walking into mine. Even if there was, it was just for a short period of time. Maybe I'm just so that unwilling to open up. Sigh I really don't know.

Well my efforts may not have been in vain. But for a small thing. I've mostly been told i've been a nice guy and probably have luck finding a girl. And you know what, nice guys finish last, so yeah. Not that I don't appreciate it or I'm being some ungrateful butt-hurt guy.

I just feel that all these kinda come to a naught.

Ppl use you and forget you after a while, after their storms blew over. So I'm like their freaking storm cover, 'feeding' and sheltering them until their safe to walk again. I guess that's just the best way to put it.

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