Square One
Looks like I'm almost back to square one.
Well it may be better this time.
Peace and quiet, something that I did not manage to appreciate when I had the moment.
Missing it now, really wish I could have it back.
No need to worry about this.
No need to worry about that.
No need to worry about those kinda things.
Just needed to worry about studies.
But what ever set back I had gotten, gave me feedback, useful to say the least.
Maybe I should just go back to that state, not really giving a hoot. But it is not the same as not being bothered at all.
What I had wished to stop at the beginning of this year was basically screwed up by just that one moment, by just one guy. Guess I can't really blame him anymore, the situation is not bad, but neither is it good from my POV.
It used to be guys would fight one day and back together on the next, but no, things have changed quite a fair bit.
It used to be that girls cat-fight and not wanna see each other's face again, but I don't know if that has changed or it's just hidden under smiles and sweet talks. Don't wanna know anyway.
Promos, damn they are coming like faster than the speed of light, yet I'm sitting here scratching my head to do PW I & R. gosh, what better timing than to put it just before our promos. screw this, can't they plan better?!
Some guys say things about other people that is actually true about themselves and they act like some kids when they become unhappy. Ugly. Guess I should've really stay walled up. Just like LBX. Argh whatever, just shall bash my head all the way through.
I'd love to see people happy together because that's what make me happy, but that's just being too idealistic sometimes. Still I can't help but to continue to hope for that.
P.S.
~I think it fair to say that life has been unfair to all of us for even just a brief moment.- Unknown Boy 95
If you haven't though, then I don't know what you're been doing your whole life. Perhaps living under the rock or the one always treating other unfairly? I don't know.
Well it may be better this time.
Peace and quiet, something that I did not manage to appreciate when I had the moment.
Missing it now, really wish I could have it back.
No need to worry about this.
No need to worry about that.
No need to worry about those kinda things.
Just needed to worry about studies.
But what ever set back I had gotten, gave me feedback, useful to say the least.
Maybe I should just go back to that state, not really giving a hoot. But it is not the same as not being bothered at all.
What I had wished to stop at the beginning of this year was basically screwed up by just that one moment, by just one guy. Guess I can't really blame him anymore, the situation is not bad, but neither is it good from my POV.
It used to be guys would fight one day and back together on the next, but no, things have changed quite a fair bit.
It used to be that girls cat-fight and not wanna see each other's face again, but I don't know if that has changed or it's just hidden under smiles and sweet talks. Don't wanna know anyway.
Promos, damn they are coming like faster than the speed of light, yet I'm sitting here scratching my head to do PW I & R. gosh, what better timing than to put it just before our promos. screw this, can't they plan better?!
Some guys say things about other people that is actually true about themselves and they act like some kids when they become unhappy. Ugly. Guess I should've really stay walled up. Just like LBX. Argh whatever, just shall bash my head all the way through.
I'd love to see people happy together because that's what make me happy, but that's just being too idealistic sometimes. Still I can't help but to continue to hope for that.
P.S.
~I think it fair to say that life has been unfair to all of us for even just a brief moment.- Unknown Boy 95
If you haven't though, then I don't know what you're been doing your whole life. Perhaps living under the rock or the one always treating other unfairly? I don't know.
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