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Aquarius Oct 31 2012 It should be one of those "darkest before the dawn" days for you Aquarius. The darkness part of this has already happened, and no, it's not going to get worse. In one central area of your life something has gone wrong for awhile now. But you are about to see the light. In fact, that light is long overdue, and so it will be brilliant, dazzling, and joyful. You may not feel the full power of it today, but you can probably already sense that something is changing, and that something really wonderful is in store. -- Copyright © DailyHoroscope. Download it now — http://bit.ly/DHmobile

I Donno larh, now to think of it, Yup....... It's like brain alrdy process it, but my heart just won't let go. Sigh argz this is really really really killing me. So mentally taxing and emotionally draining. Prepare for the worst! Hope for the best.............:'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Looks like I'm almost back to square one. Well it may be better this time. Peace and quiet, something that I did not manage to appreciate when I had the moment. Missing it now, really wish I could have it back. No need to worry about this. No need to worry about that. No need to worry about those kinda things. Just needed to worry about studies. But what ever set back I had gotten, gave me feedback, useful to say the least. Maybe I should just go back to that state, not really giving a hoot. But it is not the same as not being bothered at all. What I had wished to stop at the beginning of this year was basically screwed up by just that one moment, by just one guy. Guess I can't really blame him anymore, the situation is not bad, but neither is it good from my POV. It used to be guys would fight one day and back together on the next, but no, things have changed quite a fair bit. It used to be that girls cat-fight and not wanna see each other'...

Idk larh. FML again. Zzz everytime I make up my mind liao then some shit come blow up problem. Make it even worse. Not even gonna write in proper English today. Haish and re my own prob I asked for one of my close female friends who was alrdy attached for some advice. I think she has some valid point but I don't think it can help in my situation. Then again it may be my stubbornness. Argh idk idk idk. Fk today.  Fk this week. Got so many impt stuff. F f f f f f f f f f . Don't feel like going schl nowwwwwww. !&@%#&&!&!&&@&! Thanks for being always here to listen....internet. sigh, of you're reading this, just know that I appreciate you for taking some time out to read on my pathetic life. ILYNBIDKHTTY. WHY ALWAYS LIDDAT.

Where help is greatly needed and appreciated I would gladly come to help. I can and may be able to say that I have helped a soul. Hopefully his troubles will tide over soon. Meanwhile he's still having too much fun trying to play with me to get answers of my own questions still. LOL.

I love this country. It has given many opportunities all these years to further my studies. I have managed to hold on to 'A' levels although not in the best school. But so long as I'm inside the system and I put on effort I believe there's hope! :)  I wish you to continue your on with your legacy of 47 years and counting. Provide your citizens with job opportunities and attract ppl from all over the world. Once again, HAPPY 47th BIRTHDAY Singapore! Oh Happy National Day if it suits youXD

You know until now I have walking into people's comfort zone. Consoling others, cheering them up. It's very enjoyable to see people's spirit being lifted up, to be understood. But, its mentally exhausting too, for a while , I mean the frustration from that person doesn't really go away, it gets transferred to me. But it affects me lesser. However nobody has tried walking into mine. Even if there was, it was just for a short period of time. Maybe I'm just so that unwilling to open up. Sigh I really don't know. Well my efforts may not have been in vain. But for a small thing. I've mostly been told i've been a nice guy and probably have luck finding a girl. And you know what, nice guys finish last, so yeah. Not that I don't appreciate it or I'm being some ungrateful butt-hurt guy. I just feel that all these kinda come to a naught. Ppl use you and forget you after a while, after their storms blew over. So I'm like their freaking storm cover, ...

1. You haven't felt the full brunt of it yet. It's like only a little. 2. You are the only guy who hasn't felt it yet. 3. I have only done it once. It had only left me with ultimate disappointment and a greatly diminished self esteem. Shall I try it again, going out of my comfort zone, and risk digging myself an even greater pit to fall into and suffer till who knows when. 4. I really really really wish love stories were true sometimes. But its kinda impossible in this world, although not entirely.

Aquarius Aug 2 2012 You may be thinking about your glory days and wishing you were back there again. Whether you are fourteen or ninety, there are times in the past that probably shine for you. And because those times are gone, they seem all the more bright and beguiling. But you have probably edited out all the not-so-nice aspects of your memory. Keep this in mind today. You will have a wonderful, memorable experience. Don't sully it by wishing it was more like some long-ago moment. What you have now is truly spectacular. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Aquarius Jul 25 2012 You are facing a daunting task. It seems monumental. It seems frightening. It seems like it will take all of your courage and all of your skill. It intimidates you. In fact, it probably seems so big that you are wondering whether it's even possible to tackle it. And the answer, Aquarius, is yes - it is possible to conquer this challenge. Don't look at the whole, look at the sum of the parts, and take it one simple step at a time. You can overpower this problem as long as you don't allow it to overpower you emotionally. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Aquarius Jul 5 2012 After a long day it's good to come home to a serene setting and a cozy sense of belonging somewhere. You may be feeling that you've been missing that feeling, Aquarius. That may be because of circumstances beyond your control, or it might be because you've been afraid to open up and be vulnerable enough to allow yourself to experience that feeling. Either way, over the next few days that feeling will sweep into your life and bring you great joy and fulfillment. Allow it to happen. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Aquarius May 19 2012 You are an intuitive sign, Aquarius, but you often let your logical mind lead you instead of listening to the little voice that is driven by your sixth sense. In a way, you are torn between using your analytical mind and following your intuitive nature. Most of the time your more logical side wins out. But you know what they say - if you don't use it you'll lose it. You have had a feeling recently about something important. Since this feeling is based in intuition, you may be inclined not to follow it. But you need to heed your intuition, and you need to follow it more often. It won't lead you astray. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile

All right.  Time to forget all the mistakes that I made  in Secondary School. Have to find a closure to it. I didn't fit in. I tried to, I swear. Maybe its just me, maybe its just like that, maybe I just tried too... hard. First two years were okay. But I struggled for the last two. Consolation is that I've found a great friend. Really trust him. Too bad we haven't contacted lately. Well I took away another lesson too. Don't make a girl wait too long, or its too late. And not girls appear what they seem to be. Goodbye JSS. Well at least I have my P6 Grad class that is so bonded. :) There's another guy I found in there, he was a great friend.  And still is. Too bad we haven't been putting in effort lately. Maybe its just me again. I don't  know I first joined JJC, OG was so bonded too. I'm sad that I had left, but it was necessary. Now I've come to PJC. Let's start things afresh, anew. Hop...

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