UNKNOWN BOY

Idk larh. FML again. Zzz everytime I make up my mind liao then some shit come blow up problem. Make it even worse. Not even gonna write in proper English today. Haish and re my own prob I asked for one of my close female friends who was alrdy attached for some advice. I think she has some valid point but I don't think it can help in my situation. Then again it may be my stubbornness. Argh idk idk idk. Fk today.  Fk this week. Got so many impt stuff. F f f f f f f f f f . Don't feel like going schl nowwwwwww. !&@%#&&!&!&&@&! Thanks for being always here to listen....internet. sigh, of you're reading this, just know that I appreciate you for taking some time out to read on my pathetic life. ILYNBIDKHTTY. WHY ALWAYS LIDDAT.

Where help is greatly needed and appreciated I would gladly come to help. I can and may be able to say that I have helped a soul. Hopefully his troubles will tide over soon. Meanwhile he's still having too much fun trying to play with me to get answers of my own questions still. LOL.

I love this country. It has given many opportunities all these years to further my studies. I have managed to hold on to 'A' levels although not in the best school. But so long as I'm inside the system and I put on effort I believe there's hope! :)  I wish you to continue your on with your legacy of 47 years and counting. Provide your citizens with job opportunities and attract ppl from all over the world. Once again, HAPPY 47th BIRTHDAY Singapore! Oh Happy National Day if it suits youXD

You know until now I have walking into people's comfort zone. Consoling others, cheering them up. It's very enjoyable to see people's spirit being lifted up, to be understood. But, its mentally exhausting too, for a while , I mean the frustration from that person doesn't really go away, it gets transferred to me. But it affects me lesser. However nobody has tried walking into mine. Even if there was, it was just for a short period of time. Maybe I'm just so that unwilling to open up. Sigh I really don't know. Well my efforts may not have been in vain. But for a small thing. I've mostly been told i've been a nice guy and probably have luck finding a girl. And you know what, nice guys finish last, so yeah. Not that I don't appreciate it or I'm being some ungrateful butt-hurt guy. I just feel that all these kinda come to a naught. Ppl use you and forget you after a while, after their storms blew over. So I'm like their freaking storm cover, ...

1. You haven't felt the full brunt of it yet. It's like only a little. 2. You are the only guy who hasn't felt it yet. 3. I have only done it once. It had only left me with ultimate disappointment and a greatly diminished self esteem. Shall I try it again, going out of my comfort zone, and risk digging myself an even greater pit to fall into and suffer till who knows when. 4. I really really really wish love stories were true sometimes. But its kinda impossible in this world, although not entirely.

Aquarius Aug 2 2012 You may be thinking about your glory days and wishing you were back there again. Whether you are fourteen or ninety, there are times in the past that probably shine for you. And because those times are gone, they seem all the more bright and beguiling. But you have probably edited out all the not-so-nice aspects of your memory. Keep this in mind today. You will have a wonderful, memorable experience. Don't sully it by wishing it was more like some long-ago moment. What you have now is truly spectacular. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile